I've come to the sudden realization that I do not want to leave Pennsylvania. This is because I met friends whom I love. Who like me for me and likewise.
I don't want to panic, but I am. I don't want to come home and "start all over again" with making friends. It took two years to make the friends that I did. I know, I know, "I can meet friends anywhere I go," it was just so hard for me to become vulnereable. I don't want to go through that for another set of people.
It's not IMPOSSIBLE, but I fear the whole stage one again.
I can already feel myself turning inward, which I do not like. Just last week I was walking with so much confidence. Do anyone of you girls experience/experienced this as well? Or am I alone in this yucky feeling?
Sure, I want to come home until I realize that the only person that's changed is myself. Which could mean that everyone else I hope has changed, probably hasn't.
Whatever the case, I feel a little blue.
Wish me well and I'll do the same for you girls. :)
Keep smiling!
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